- date: June 30, 2014 (Mon) - Memorial of the First Martyrs of the Church of Rome
- MMP message #296
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MMP: London (England), October 24, 1984 - Spiritual Exercises in the
Form of a Cenacle with the Priests of the M.M.P. of the English language
it has
been days since the book left our home. as far as i remember, this
reading/message ends with a blessing from the Blessed Virgin Mary to all which
is somewhat like this... ...i bless you in the name of the Father and of the Son and
of the Holy Spirit...
source: "TO THE PRIESTS, OUR LADY'S BELOVED SONS - The Marian Movement of Priests" by Fr. Stefano Gobbi
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i
somehow found myself in the
middle of a spiritual battle. my mobile didn't function on Sat and Sun
(days when i confirmed to serve...my mobile notified me to "insert sim
card". my mobile is old but it works fine but this message notification
was crazy...i wasn't able to use it on Sat and Sun). i got a nasty
migraine on Fri night and mild headache on Sat morning. all my these
were gone after i served last Sat. i somehow absorbed some negative
spirits/energies during the formation on Sun... these crazy negative
spirits/energies were capable of causing a fever (i thought i had a mild
fever-> i took paracetamol -> after an hour or so it
suddenly escalated into a fever. after a few minutes, my left and right
shoulders were becoming really heavy...felt like a couple of invisible
crazy gorillas were pushing my shoulders downwards on each side. it felt
really heavy inside. unbelievable! this happened when i went to the
area where the spiritual activity/formation was being conducted. i
shared this with a shepherd then i got prayed-over by someone from the
pastoral level. these really heavy negative spirits have left me
already. i felt these spirits as they left my body. Thank God!!!),
confusion (it took a while for me to find our house keys inside my small
bag...), quenchless thirst (after the formation, i've decided to go
visit the nearest adoration chapel. while i was on the way to church, i
felt like only a fire hydrant could quench my thirst... sounds crazy but
true. i drank a bit of water but to no avail... i was too thirsty.
after visiting the adoration chapel, i requested a priest to pray over
me and then i attended Holy Mass again for a second time on the same
day... this was intended for a special spiritual cleansing reason.
during the Communion Rite, the Sacred Host released via an
explosion-like feeling as i ate it... it somehow burst/exploded into a
very positive menthol-like light energy/feeling in the far end of my
throat in my chest area then it spread to my internal body
parts...pushing the negative energies out of my body. i felt like i ate a
tasteless menthol-flavored Listerine mouthwash biscuit/wafer. after the
Holy Mass, i no longer feel thirsty. it was quenched by the Sacred
Host.), and something which i can't see seem to wake me up at 3am for an
entire week (since the day i confirmed my support to the said
formation...)... good thing it didn't happen yesterday (Fri) after i got
prayed-over again by another priest. i hope it will not happen again.
it's been a week now and it's been a pretty tough battle... the air i
breathe now feels so fresh like a tasteless menthol. the air here is
polluted. i went to church and to the mall today. the air feels so fresh
and light like a tasteless menthol. this feeling lasted only overnight
(approx. 24hrs...). if you know me, kindly include me in your prayers.
thank you!
God is good all the time!!!